orange's

2009-09-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

moved. http://iloveorange.tumblr.com

Tested Faith.

2009-09-04T10:57:00.002+08:00

hello.
came across a song titled 'Apocalypse please'- Muse.
Apocalypse: is a term applied to the disclosure to certain privileged persons of something hidden from the majority of humankind.
& now this term is used to refer to the end of the world.
Researchers did research on the Bible & Hadith & Mayan Calendar.. that i find it so disturbing that their prediction is 2012. Love reminded me never to believe such as THE END is determined by God. & thank God, i never chose to believe. How can there be predictions on how THE END would be when it's beyond prediction and it can never be drawn nor written by any human how the Universe would look like when it reaches THE END. For now, i thank God, for letting me have my family and my Love for Ramadhan and Insya'Allah Syawal this year.

Speaking of Syawal, it's the most exciting part after fasting. I love the first day when I wake up to see that my family is with me. & before stepping out to visit the elders, i seek for forgiveness from my mum & siblings. To hold my mum's hand in great appreciation that she's here and to ask for forgiveness makes me cry each year without fail. Because i know that i've done many things to upset her & it's a chance to make up for it. Then Siblings and I will head to Dad's and the same 'cycle' begins.

"Come on and change the course of history-Apocalypse Please" : Muse.

Funny.

2009-09-03T23:01:00.006+08:00

hello.

Love is Mr Tickle.
& he picked me to be: Little Miss Naughty.
LOL.
total random post: but the pix already shows how we are around one another.
He constantly tickles me and i'll think of ways to get back at him.

"i want you to want me"-Cheap Trick.

I can't go on. I'll go on.

2009-09-02T21:56:00.009+08:00

hello.
It was a beautiful sunny afternoon.
The sky was clear and it was a good start to my holidays.
I took the bus to AMK to meet Love for our evening movie & dinner.

(grumpy indeed as i was stuck at the junction! hmmph`)
Heavy traffic when turning into AMK.
Love called to say movie starts at 5, and it was 445 already.
Had to wait for 4-5 traffic lights before the bus could pass the traffic.

The cause of missing the first part of the movie.
An accident between a car and a cab.
Lucky, no one got hurt.

I told Love to surprise me in choosing the Movie we'll be watching.
Either FinalDestination-3D, The Proposal & Bandslam.
GV worker? tore our tix & Love closed my eyes to create more suspense.
As we sat down at our seats, I heard the music and it was the soundtrack to Bandslam.
But i can't be too sure.
& yes!

BANDSLAM. I can't believe he chose Bandslam as at first, he said it wasn't worth the money to watch it in the cinemas. Since, we're students, its only 6bucks.
& throughout the movie, Love & I really-really enjoyed it.
Music was awesome and my fav character is Vanessa Hudgens acting as 'SA5M'.
An indeed a 'feel-good' movie as quoted from Love.
& it's a cute movie too.
Fav Song from movie: Everything I own.

Love and I break fast over @ Ilmaz.
He ate Lamb Steak and mine was Chicken.
Superb. Except his turned out to be uncooked in the middle.

Love went for terawih prayers and I made my way home on my own. That's a first.
"Exams are over, and I still need to study."

Braindead.

2009-09-01T21:53:00.005+08:00

hello.
i have pages of notes to memorize.
questions to be answered.
Answers to be understood.
and making sure my understanding sticks in my memory.

can i do it?

making last minute notes are not helping at all. the more i write, the more panicky i get. will i ever be able to remember this, or what about that? see what i mean.
Definitions. Tables. Manipulations. Choices. Drawing. Minimizing. Determining.

"never quit trying, never try quitting".

it's September already?

175 degrees Hot!

2009-08-30T22:26:00.003+08:00

hello.
I'm baking right now. I do not know if it turned out like it is suppose to.
But err.. its edible & its quite alright.. so, im quite satisfied with how it turned out.

I'm now thinking about the similarities between baking and relationships.
You need the right ingredients to bake a good bunch of cookies. Not too sweet not too salty.
Different individuals have different preferences & that's how different people blend together.
In some cases, they just can't.
Well, me & Love, for now, i do think we blend together despite our very different views and opinions on most issues and even the most simplest thing: example what to eat? Somehow, we always manage to compromise and have that level of respect to accept each others ideas and suggestions. At times, maybe people don't consider the importance of butter and how an extra scoop of flour can destroy the dough.
Well, i just think in life: everything needs to be just right.

&for now, i feel its right.
=)

Picture Puzzle again, yes?

2009-08-29T04:50:00.005+08:00

hello.
Love asked if i wanted to see something. i answered 'yes'.
But he said he had to re-start the webcam again.
So he did.
& Jeng-Jeng-Jeng.
Love is wearing a Javanese Hat.
'udah kayak org jawa gitu lorh!`'
Super cute & i love it!

We attempted another picture puzzle & yes!
We have a new record of 16mins & 11 secs.
Woo hoo!`
Great Teamwork & a whole lot of squinting of eyes!

Love wrote my name in Arabic using the 'marker' on msn.
Cute kan!`
Tell me how can I not be in Love with him when he does little things that never fails to make me smile, giggle & appreciate every little time we spent with each other!

---

You're Hired.

2009-08-28T21:48:00.005+08:00

hello.
i really enjoy playing online games with Love while video-calling all at once.
(i won playing UNO & Reversi)
& it's cute that we completed the jigsaw puzzle of our picture in 16 mins and 57 secs.
`ily.

i met up with bestie today.
She applied for a job & she was hired on the spot!
Congrats` babe.
The last time i saw her was since January. I know,.. how can we be bestfriends when we meet up every.. God knows when? But what i love about her is that she never gets mad when i can't meet her nor do i and we understand each other's commitments completely so there's no misunderstandings. She looks great. Tired as usual. But still cute with the long-er hair. We talked all the way giving each other summaries of the highlights that occur in our lives.
& be sure that the next time i see her won't be 7 months later.

OH!
We walked to Sg Flyer & rested at Popeye's for air-conditioning.
Saw a malay artist who wasn't fasting! 'Jeng-Jeng-Jeng!'
Shocked. & i don't like him anymore. =P

'True Friends are those who enters your life when others rush out.'

Gossip Folks

2009-08-27T21:13:00.004+08:00

hello.
i had my Network Technology paper today.
Overall, it was okay? Like whatever the lecturer told us to study, most of it didn't come out & the rest, i had to 'agak-agak'.
i just hope to pass every module really`.

Accompanied Love before his paper for a bit & while he was studying, i watched a bit of Army Daze, Step Up and music videos from his Creative. His mp4 is his wife he says. So i've to be extra-extra careful when using it.

Oh. i bought Biscuit Mix and Butter to make simple biscuits to test out the oven. But i've not done it yet, waiting for Sis..
i should try cupcakes next.

& too. It's come to my attention that people around are so bothered about how we live our life. When something new comes up, they'll be nosing around and telling others. We didn't flaunt the things we have, you just kept digging to see if you found something new. We didn't tell what has been going on, you kept asking and we can't lie. They can't see people having a good life huh`

anyways, i can't wait to meet Juliana Johari tomorrow.
`imy BFF.

ALIEN ATTACK!!

2009-08-27T06:14:00.003+08:00

hello.
Let me tell u a story.
One day, out of nowhere, aliens invaded Earth.
It came out from it's spaceship and with its super high-tech laser gun, it attacked a couple.
Muttering alien language, all the girl could do was shout for help.
Then, another man came into the scene and was like, "What the Fish?"
-------random.
(i saw that doodle on Love's notes and i added the girl & the UFO and a bit of the dialogues.)

okay now.
I'm still reading my notes since 545 and am still reading to ensure i absorb enough.
did revision with love yesterday while watching "Hell's Kitchen Season 6" on YouTube with him.
I m hooked`.
We moved on from episode to episode, part by part.

i think i'd better get back to mugging now.

Can't wait for 02September2009.

Change

2009-08-25T12:24:00.004+08:00

hello.
I'm gonna post about Changes today.

Firstly, me.
My hair is shorter now and no longer as layered as before. It was an impromptu haircut when mum dyed her hair with henna & the hairdresser played with my hair and started suggesting i cut it shorter since the ends of my hair were very dry. So i did. It still needs getting used to.

Another change is my home.
It's in a cucumber colour with a 'light-bluey-abit-of-green' paint on the gates and doors. i love this. Hmm. new bed. & mum bought a new wood carpet? it's nice tho`. & Sis bought an oven for the family. We're gonna make Raya goodies this year. A first in a very long time. Excited. & i don't know what other changes is gonna happen to this house...

For me, change is a good thing. An improvement. A chance to open your mind to new discoveries and definitely test your adaptability. Changes in life taught me that i can never hold on to something forever.

I underwent loads of changes in life. Family. Friends. Love.
But, i do hope to maintain relationships and friendships i have. & work on the friendships i've lost since..forever.
& now. I'm working on to change myself. for the better.
physically. mentally. academically.

Though Love always say: 'Please don't the change the person i fell in love with'. that i agree.

``Insyallah.

--love--
orange.

New Hairdo.

2009-08-23T23:29:00.004+08:00

hello.
this stack of papers indicates how much i've to memorise and i've only less than 9 hours til the actual paper.
Operating System Management at 9am later.
I hope whatever i manage to put into my memory space, will last long enough at least within the first hour of the paper.

Anyway, fasting has been great.
I've gotten used to waking up at the crack of dawn and having the next meal just as the sun sets.
Fasting has really tested my patience in terms of my anger towards how easily i get irritated & the cravings i have each time i walk into the kitchen. I'm now more balanced? and i think carefully before putting my thoughts into action.
i do hope to lose a few kilos?. keyword: hope.
Insyallah.

back to munching 'longans'..

xoxo,
faz

2009-08-21T23:40:00.004+08:00

(more pictures on Fb.)

hello.
Today was a great day.
Spent the whole day with the people above.

First went to ION with sis, erika & lilbro.
Did quite a bit of shopping & sis treated me to a so-called baseball top from Uniqlo.
love it.
Then we went to Rubi's & she treated me again to a pair of flats.
again: loved it.
& Finally, bought myself a dress top in black which I saw with Rahmah a few days back.
Oh! actually, upon arriving at ION.
There were people whom open the doors of the cab for you, & they help with whatever stuff u need to take from the bonnet.
Super high-class and it was weird.

Anyhow: Went over to Adidas for a bit before taking off and making our way to Geylang Serai to meet Mum & Aunt & Cousins.
JAMMED!
traffic was so slow & loads of people were at the bazaar even before Ramadhan starts.
Loads of shops & a good atmosphere.

i'm excited for this year's Ramadhan.
I'll try my hardest to fast as many days i could except for days i can't.
& i hope to accomplish the goals i planned out.

A great month. A great start. i know i can.

"Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa semua! =)"

xoxo,
faz

2009-08-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

hello.
i just got back from school with love.
Did a bit of revision and a whole lot of story-telling by love.
about faith.
about religion.
about what we both believe in.

It was not intended.
Started of with me seeing him a book titled '99 names of Allah' that made me have a lot questions for him.
He answered each one sincerely with the elaboration & ensure that i understood.

I cried a lot today.
I realized how much I've been neglecting my religion
& upon hearing the Surahs he played for me on his mp4, made me cry-cry-cry.
Not that i was sad, i felt guilty and I still am.

Love's guiding me & I'll try my best.

xoxo,
faz

2009-08-19T12:55:00.004+08:00

hello.
Missed updating on quite a number of events.
Last Friday: Love's 20th mini-mini-celebration.
Last Saturday: Joo Chiat & Granny's Place
Last Sunday: House turned into cucumber color & i painted the gates!

Anyway.
had a great date with love yesterday.
We first bought tickets to watch GI Joe @ Lido.
Show's at 330 so we had lunch first @ Cahaya.

Menu for lunch:
2 plates of plain rice.
1 bowl of Tom Yum Soup.
1 plate of Fried Kangkong.
1 plate of Omelette.
1 plate of Fried You Tiao.
1 can of Soya Bean
1 cup of Bandung.

Love was still hungry after all this: and ordered another plate of plain rice & a cup of Tea.

We then headed back to Lido and watched the movie.
It was awesome. The special effects were great and it really made it look as though it was real.
& love was already jumping on his seat watching his fave childhood cartoon characters come to live.
Definitely a must-watch movie.

Guess what?
After we walked out of the cinema, we turned right & bought another pair of tickets to watch 'Where Got Ghost?'
haha. movie marathon huh. Since we had a good 2 hrs to kill, we decided to explore ION Orchard.

ION Orchard is really huge.
With well-known brands in the mall and the shops were huge.
Love & I went window-shopping and found things we would really wanna buy if we had the 'kachings'.
Over @ Uniqlo, There were quite a few number of tops which i had my eye on & so did love.
He really like those quirky graphic tees.

& we found Dunkin Doughnuts.
It was such a surprise.
We didn't know that DunkinDoughnuts even ever existed in Singapore.
& all the Doughnuts looked oh-so-yummy.
A definite yes to hangout there munching on sweet treats.

& the Thing i love about ION is the toilets.
Yes. it's huge.
It had lots of mirrors and i took a really long time admiring the toilets that love had to finish up the whole large cup of barley from Burger King which we had as early dinner just to go to the toilet as i took quite a while. lol.

BurgerKing as early dinner.
We shared a meal & the cool thing is there's a place to charge your ipods. Though neither of us had an Ipod, we still think that it was absolute coolness.

After exploration, we went to Borders to kill the remaining 30mins.
A huge collection of Books and we spent half the time looking for the Religion section!
Love was distracted that despite my efforts of pulling him away as we had 15mins left before movie starts, he kept browsing. lol. In the end, i suceeded!

'Where got Ghost?' is a local comedy thriller. Hilarious though its in Mandarin & Hokkien i think.
We still understood the language & laughed our ass off.
Love was the loudest i think!

Rushed back to bus-stop as to not miss my curfew.
i know.
a 19-year-old has curfews?
irritating at times but i know why my mum gave me a curfew.
& i love her for that.

awesome day. awesome date.

xoxo,
faz.

2009-08-11T12:53:00.006+08:00

hello.
updates from Sunday.
erika woke the whole family up with her high-pitch voice very early in the morning.
went to have breakfast at McD and then went to Makam Habib Noh @ Palmer Rd.
just to recite some prayers for Erika since she just recently turned 1 and
was just discharged from the hospital.
I really had fun.
It's a first since a long time that the whole family goes out together and go somewhere fun.
Sis & I fed birds green beans.
There isn't that many birds as there used to be.

After that.
Took train and when all the way East to Tampines and headed to IKEA.
i love going to IKEA.
Loads of fun furniture.
Colourful and it never fails to make me fantasize about my future home after i'm married.
that if i get married. lol.
new beds will arrive on Wednesday. =)

really fun day-out & now time to mugg.

xoxo,
faz

2009-08-07T21:01:00.002+08:00

hello.
came across this cute quote on facebook and it is so true.

"You Know You're In Love When You Can't Go To Sleep Cause Reality Is Finally Better Than Your Dreams."
-Dr. Seuss.

2009-08-07T18:24:00.003+08:00

Hello.
i've uploaded random pictures above.
Love's having a nap.
Rahmah sat on the wall.
Man talking to me & love through the fence.

at last.
i'm done with Animation project.
not the best work i could give, but time was running out.
so i gave what i could.

Am now in hospital visiting Erika.
She's well.
I guess she loves being in the hospital with the pampered treatment.

Oh.
Changed the Blogskin.
Nice?
I really love the picture & the written on paper kind-of blog.
(^_^)v!!

til here for now.
maybe staying overnight in hospital.

xoxo,
faz.

2009-08-05T17:06:00.004+08:00

hello.
it's night & i'm still in school.
illustrating & animating.
Love's shooting.

i'm tired of drawing and tracing and pasting and tweening.
D-E-A-Dline's tomorrow 5pm.

2009-08-05T17:06:00.003+08:00

hello.
it's national day celebrations in school today.
organised by NYP's SEG club.
& many wore red.

Since love's is taking care of the games booth, he took 'i love Sg' badge for me
& made a badge with my name on it.
It's cute.
love also gave me 2 mini lions.
he's the orange one & i'm the white one he says.
Cute.

Been rushing out my animation project which is due by Friday, 5pm.
Though the deadline is so near, i can't seem to get myself to do it.
Illustrating & animating. So tedious.

I've just realised that i love to drag things to the last minute & in the end, rushing and handing up not my best work.
& this is not applied just to my schoolwork.
House chores too.
A mountain of laundry are waiting for me.
To be folded & mum expects to see all the clothes back in the drawers when she comes home.
I get so tired when im home.
Wonder why.`
maybe i'm sick of seeing the same rectangular space everyday
& having to be doing the same chores each day.
& getting nagged at even when i do those chores.
how unfair``

The sun is shining so brightly outside, somehow the sun rays missed me.

xoxo,
faz.

2009-08-01T23:22:00.002+08:00

hello again.
Erika & Sis is asleep.

Am still waiting for love.
Wonder where he is...

met him this morning.
accompanied me to school to pass my MC,
but we didn't know the office would be closed on Saturdays.
i vomited twice today.
& i passed motions 10 times.
upset tummy.
due to McD's milo.
been all grumpy the whole morning.
Thank God i'm better now.
& thanks love for making me feel better.

2009-08-01T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Tonight i'm spending the night at KKH.
Accompanying my sis since it's quite inconvenient if she needs to go to the loo and all.

It's quiet.
except i'll hear a few children crying for a while every now and then.
Nurses are at their best catering to every patient's needs.
I wouldn't dare trying to explore the hospital at night.
i am a coward.

Erika's 1 tomorrow.
Gonna have a mini-celebration here.
a cake. family & close relatives.
Hope she'll smile more tomorrow.

Til later.

xoxo,
faz

PS: i m waiting for my webcam session with love.

2009-07-31T13:09:00.002+08:00

Hello.
I'm in the hospital now.
with sis & Erika since 10am.
The moment i came, i saw a drastic change.
She looked thinner & her eyes like really sleepy but she can't sleep.
Hugged & kissed her straight away.
Hope she gets well soon.
'Ure turning 1 this sunday'.
A pity we have to celebrate it at KKH.
iloveyou.

Anyhow,
had to miss school due to mum's request.
& had to bring a lot of things to hospital this morning.
Bantal Busyuk. Clothes.
Mum had an argument with the in-charge @ Polar.
Cause we ordered a cake last night & we had to cancel it & no refunds.
Mum really wanted to get her $20 back & i had to go to and fro to talk to mum on the fone,
while talking to the in-charge.
i was an owl.

managed to get $20 back, after a long argument.
0_o.

hoping to see Bf tomorrow morning, breakfast dear?

xoxo,
faz

2009-07-30T16:38:00.003+08:00

(when Erika was 1 day old.)

This post is dedicated to my niece.
Since i won't get to update my blog over the weekend, this is an advance wish.

Happy birthday Nuris Erika!
You're 1 years old.

wow. u were a baby and now you are all grown up.
walking. eating solid foods. baby talking. u have 5 teeth and growing.
definitely it hadn't been easy looking after you.
But when u're older and sumhow if u get to read this, Acu wants u to know that Acu loves u so much!
You're my bundle of joy eventhough ure my niece.
Be a good girl & stay cute baby!

xoxo,
Acu

2009-07-30T15:46:00.009+08:00

hello.
i had a great date yesterday.
watched movie with bf at Marina Square.

'in my opinion:
it's a great movie. it has alot more variety now and more characters rather than just Harry being the main characters. it's definitely the most darkest of all the HP movies. & the cutest scene is when Ron was hospitalised and called out for Hermione's name in front of his stalker-type girlfriend. Ginny and Harry too were so cute! Aww.
The shocking part was when Snape turn against Dumbledore. o_O'

i can't wait for Harry Potter & The Deathly Hollows!'

Then. We walked to Singapore Flyer & have lunch at Popeye.
Yummy.
& i exchanged one of my chicken with bf cos' it was huge! "Pop-eye-ing"
lol.
lunch was great though Bf missed his mash potatoes.
(maybe next time yea?)

We later queued to ask if the $10 promotion still is available during the evening rides.
& yes.
We bought 2 tickets for a ride at 730pm.
We got to see the sunset.
& it was amazing. beautiful sight!
& the 30 minutes ride doesn't feel like 30minutes.
When we're at the highest point it was like a superman moment!
really``
i wanna ride Singapore Flyer again.
maybe when's there's not so much construction around.

Back to school tomorrow.
my quarantine period is over & Alhamdulillah.
I feel great.
But tomorrow won't be a great day with presentations in the morning
& RAD practical test after Brunch.

TGIF.

xoxo,
faz.

2009-07-28T11:44:00.003+08:00

hello.

im in the library now.
actually, every post on my blog now i think will be done in the library.
no internet connection at home. -_-

anyway.
i forgot to take my medication last night.
after texting bf i was going to sleep, i immediately fell asleep.
and he's going to be mad at me when he reads this.
But no fear. i'm planning to have the prescribed medication 3 times a day today, instead of 2 times a day to make up for the missed medication.
make sense?
is it allowed though?
should be okay right.

anyhow. having a blog makes me want to update it all the time.
my current obsession now.

i miss school.
i really do.

NYP. nanyang polytechnic. where innovation rules. ?
its a great campus overall.
It just lacks colours.
and it's so... Rectangular.
lolx.

i hope i'll graduate exactly in 1 and a half years.
means no repeating of modules.
can i do it?
hmm..

xoxo,
faz.

Quarantined

2009-07-27T17:38:00.000+08:00

hello.
this is my first post to a new blog.
i blogged before, but that was years ago.
Thought of updating and renewing my old blog, but in the end, i started with a new one.

So, current top story in my life: i'm a suspect of having Influenza A H1N1!
i was told to stay at home for the next 7 days and avoid any direct contact with anyone whenever possible.
I was so scared and scary thoughts invaded me.
Luckily, im fine now. no fever. no flu. not so much of cough.
Thanks to bf for encouraging me and holding on to me even when doctor said No.

Ok.
Now im smiling to myself because trying to establish a webcam connection with bf.
haha. video call.
i guess this would be it for the first post.
Does my blog look alrite tho?

xoxo,
faz.